1 00:00:49,577 --> 00:00:52,908 It's like walking on fake ground upside-down. Choking. 2 00:00:53,697 --> 00:00:55,460 Is that what you think death feels like? 3 00:00:56,124 --> 00:00:57,083 No. 4 00:00:57,938 --> 00:01:00,522 Death is like sucking pure oxygen. 5 00:01:01,601 --> 00:01:02,642 And life? 6 00:01:03,726 --> 00:01:05,617 Well it's like being trapped inside the wrong house 7 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:07,203 looking for a way out. 8 00:01:07,794 --> 00:01:10,809 How do you know you will be able to breath once you die? 9 00:01:11,339 --> 00:01:13,396 Because I'll be outside my body. 10 00:01:14,733 --> 00:01:16,531 I'll be floating and free. 11 00:01:17,660 --> 00:01:21,117 How do you know? How do you know it won't be worse? 12 00:01:22,465 --> 00:01:24,767 I know it'll be better than this. 13 00:01:25,903 --> 00:01:27,335 You don't know that, Nancy. 14 00:01:29,861 --> 00:01:34,152 What if death, as you say, is leaving your body but not your mind? 15 00:01:34,631 --> 00:01:36,577 What if you're trapped inside your mind... 16 00:01:37,139 --> 00:01:38,098 What then? 17 00:01:39,041 --> 00:01:41,388 Then I will release it and be free. 18 00:01:42,841 --> 00:01:45,209 If you can release it there, why not release them here? 19 00:02:35,046 --> 00:02:36,238 Hello? 20 00:03:50,433 --> 00:03:51,568 Baltimore? 21 00:04:35,340 --> 00:04:36,532 Hi there. 22 00:04:41,243 --> 00:04:42,381 You look different. 23 00:04:48,477 --> 00:04:49,641 You want me to take that? 24 00:04:50,266 --> 00:04:53,247 What, this? You don't think I can't handle it. 25 00:04:54,250 --> 00:04:55,300 I don't know. 26 00:04:56,237 --> 00:04:57,196 Can you? 27 00:04:58,205 --> 00:04:59,478 Let's find out. 28 00:05:22,746 --> 00:05:24,960 You know in Thailand they have two kinds of dog food. 29 00:05:24,984 --> 00:05:26,008 Yeah? 30 00:05:26,640 --> 00:05:30,158 One for just feeding your dog and another if you're going to eat your dog. 31 00:05:30,675 --> 00:05:32,031 Did you hear that Walnut? 32 00:05:34,690 --> 00:05:36,039 She wants to eat you. 33 00:05:42,808 --> 00:05:44,468 Must've been real crowded here. 34 00:05:49,338 --> 00:05:51,331 Hey. How are ya? 35 00:05:51,853 --> 00:05:53,580 Yeah, we're on for a lounge night. 36 00:05:58,709 --> 00:06:02,023 It's five, it's staying five, it's not gonna get any better. OK? 37 00:06:03,605 --> 00:06:05,709 It's the same for all of us, Stan. 38 00:06:09,184 --> 00:06:11,792 I don't want to talk, no, I don't about it anymore. 39 00:06:16,896 --> 00:06:19,091 Listen, I gotta call you back, OK? 40 00:06:23,433 --> 00:06:24,534 Shit. 41 00:06:56,057 --> 00:06:57,330 How was your bus trip? 42 00:06:57,998 --> 00:06:59,189 Stuffy. 43 00:07:07,773 --> 00:07:09,542 I'm a little cold over here. 44 00:07:10,180 --> 00:07:11,521 That air too much? 45 00:07:15,086 --> 00:07:16,633 No, it's perfect. 46 00:07:23,739 --> 00:07:25,591 Is there an arcade around here? 47 00:07:25,876 --> 00:07:26,610 A what? 48 00:07:26,634 --> 00:07:27,786 Somewhere? 49 00:07:28,505 --> 00:07:29,464 An arcade?? 50 00:07:30,227 --> 00:07:32,402 Yeah, an arcade, like games and stuff. 51 00:07:34,945 --> 00:07:35,904 OK. 52 00:07:42,824 --> 00:07:46,221 Well, I'm boarding my flight in about forty-five minutes. 53 00:07:46,296 --> 00:07:49,988 I'll be here playing some putts. Where will you be? 54 00:07:50,072 --> 00:07:54,448 Upstairs in the airport around noisy families, screaming babies, 55 00:07:54,514 --> 00:07:56,785 somebody sleeping next to you on the bench, 56 00:07:56,965 --> 00:07:59,199 or here at Putting Lounge, 57 00:08:00,421 --> 00:08:01,853 your own private golf course. 58 00:08:02,699 --> 00:08:06,191 Putting Lounge. Combining state of the art golf technology 59 00:08:06,318 --> 00:08:08,184 with the casual elegance of fine drinks. 60 00:08:08,274 --> 00:08:11,360 At major air terminals across the United States and Canada. 61 00:08:12,833 --> 00:08:15,662 Happy putting. Happy putting. 62 00:08:18,577 --> 00:08:19,540 Wow. 63 00:08:20,277 --> 00:08:22,675 I'm really impressed, Albert... real impressed. 64 00:08:24,091 --> 00:08:28,098 It's based on a two drink minimum, seven dollar price point. 65 00:08:28,247 --> 00:08:31,949 There's a flat fee built into your first drink, and then you build up miles 66 00:08:32,150 --> 00:08:34,736 at different lounges across the country. 67 00:08:35,829 --> 00:08:36,886 I love it. 68 00:08:37,050 --> 00:08:41,895 What can I say, it's uh... I'm real impressed. Cheers Albert. 69 00:08:41,919 --> 00:08:43,185 Cheers. 70 00:08:48,065 --> 00:08:53,804 Well, we'd better start getting serious since we gonna be Putt Lounge dealers. 71 00:08:53,916 --> 00:08:55,081 Fucking A. 72 00:08:59,946 --> 00:09:01,179 How's your back? 73 00:09:02,458 --> 00:09:06,146 Shoots through my legs. It's keeping Jenny up at night. 74 00:09:06,170 --> 00:09:07,762 Have you not been going to the gym? 75 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:09,443 Two times a week. 76 00:09:10,264 --> 00:09:14,212 You know, Stan if you want some of the serious stuff, let me know. 77 00:09:14,422 --> 00:09:16,225 I got a kid on my crew can get anything. 78 00:09:16,249 --> 00:09:19,585 Well, tell him to get you a new life then. 79 00:09:22,354 --> 00:09:25,132 Where's Nancy? She inter-netting her life away? 80 00:09:25,465 --> 00:09:29,290 She finally morphed into a digital entity? 81 00:09:30,819 --> 00:09:35,416 Nancy's in Baltimore with some friends. She's coming back tomorrow. 82 00:09:36,211 --> 00:09:37,964 Who has friends in Baltimore? 83 00:09:45,557 --> 00:09:48,879 It's just, it's not like her not to call. You know? 84 00:09:49,616 --> 00:09:52,931 Well, sometimes, you know, it's good just to be away from each other, so... 85 00:09:54,047 --> 00:09:56,696 just get the magic back. 86 00:10:00,963 --> 00:10:02,719 Went to the Drive N'Wash, 87 00:10:03,791 --> 00:10:05,311 came back and there was this... 88 00:10:06,024 --> 00:10:07,006 note. 89 00:10:07,565 --> 00:10:08,649 What note? 90 00:10:08,673 --> 00:10:11,535 Saying she was gonna, uh, gonna stay with friends. 91 00:11:57,111 --> 00:11:58,070 Hello? 92 00:12:00,033 --> 00:12:02,932 No I told him we, we'd talk about that on Monday. 93 00:12:04,208 --> 00:12:05,174 Yeah. 94 00:12:06,125 --> 00:12:07,084 Alright. 95 00:12:08,165 --> 00:12:09,132 Bye. 96 00:13:08,859 --> 00:13:10,050 He's good. 97 00:13:29,906 --> 00:13:31,333 Would you like some company? 98 00:13:31,357 --> 00:13:32,315 Shoot. 99 00:13:34,266 --> 00:13:35,719 Isn't that your first line? 100 00:13:36,183 --> 00:13:37,149 Shoot? 101 00:13:37,412 --> 00:13:40,008 No. Would you like some company? 102 00:13:41,231 --> 00:13:42,770 I believe it was... 103 00:13:43,719 --> 00:13:44,915 I'm your man. 104 00:13:45,532 --> 00:13:46,690 Would you like some company? 105 00:13:46,714 --> 00:13:49,866 That's right. Now look, you are my man. 106 00:13:53,424 --> 00:13:54,464 Darn it. 107 00:13:56,027 --> 00:13:57,414 How many others were there? 108 00:13:59,708 --> 00:14:02,398 Too many to count. All a bunch of bullshitters. 109 00:14:05,475 --> 00:14:07,479 - You know what? - How do you know I'm not? 110 00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:10,633 It's a gut thing. 111 00:14:12,873 --> 00:14:15,540 I'm gonna need something to wear for my big finish. 112 00:14:17,076 --> 00:14:18,154 Absolutely. 113 00:14:23,173 --> 00:14:27,636 When body and mind are synchronized for a golf swing, 114 00:14:28,715 --> 00:14:30,130 they are unified... 115 00:14:31,270 --> 00:14:32,431 in purpose... 116 00:14:33,075 --> 00:14:34,132 presence 117 00:14:34,596 --> 00:14:35,653 and focus. 118 00:14:38,320 --> 00:14:43,040 Surrender to true gravity. The force pervading all. 119 00:14:45,108 --> 00:14:47,079 Sense the fertile void. 120 00:14:47,850 --> 00:14:49,640 Keep your inner-eye on the ball, 121 00:14:50,247 --> 00:14:51,888 and visualize its path. 122 00:14:53,450 --> 00:14:54,513 Be the ball. 123 00:14:56,940 --> 00:14:58,251 Be the ball. 124 00:14:59,361 --> 00:15:00,412 Be the ball. 125 00:15:00,436 --> 00:15:02,304 Pour all this energy. 126 00:15:04,503 --> 00:15:07,309 Clear the stream of the mind. 127 00:15:08,627 --> 00:15:09,586 Be the ball. 128 00:15:11,394 --> 00:15:12,526 Be the ball. 129 00:15:45,562 --> 00:15:48,641 Do you think you can, uh, remember the exact, uh, 130 00:15:48,875 --> 00:15:53,309 feeling that you go through before you get the urge to hurt yourself? 131 00:15:53,675 --> 00:15:55,795 Yeah... Nothing. 132 00:15:58,672 --> 00:15:59,961 What do you feel right now? 133 00:16:00,845 --> 00:16:02,353 I feel like a smoke. 134 00:16:05,694 --> 00:16:10,369 Can you remember the exact thoughts that run through your head? 135 00:16:13,311 --> 00:16:19,296 Um, sometimes I think of my uncle, sometimes I think of Albert, sometimes I get hungry. 136 00:16:19,551 --> 00:16:20,688 What about your uncle? 137 00:16:20,712 --> 00:16:21,986 How much he loved me. 138 00:16:22,788 --> 00:16:24,084 Your uncle hurt you. 139 00:16:24,937 --> 00:16:26,637 That was his way of loving me. 140 00:16:26,638 --> 00:16:31,438 Alright, you realize that love does not mean hurting someone, right? 141 00:16:31,462 --> 00:16:33,516 Can, can we at least agree on that? 142 00:16:35,112 --> 00:16:36,924 If I let him love me... 143 00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:41,554 the way he wanted to, then I was showing him that I loved him back. 144 00:16:44,316 --> 00:16:45,470 Did he scare you? 145 00:16:47,396 --> 00:16:49,434 We played a lot, we laughed. 146 00:16:49,458 --> 00:16:51,861 But the play that you had resulted in pain. 147 00:16:52,580 --> 00:16:53,561 Yes. 148 00:16:55,925 --> 00:16:58,753 Did you feel acceptable to him when you played his games? 149 00:16:59,244 --> 00:17:00,211 Yes. 150 00:17:07,281 --> 00:17:09,101 So, um... 151 00:17:10,359 --> 00:17:14,585 so hurting yourself or being hurt by someone made you feel accepted. 152 00:17:16,226 --> 00:17:17,629 It made me feel. 153 00:17:24,954 --> 00:17:26,505 Does Albert ever hurt you? 154 00:17:28,325 --> 00:17:29,284 No. 155 00:17:33,801 --> 00:17:38,904 Can, uh... can you describe to me what it's like to, to make love with Albert? 156 00:17:39,464 --> 00:17:40,618 Yes. 157 00:17:41,952 --> 00:17:46,319 The last time we did it... he masturbated all over me. 158 00:17:48,162 --> 00:17:49,721 Don't write that down. 159 00:17:54,043 --> 00:17:55,737 What's in your head right now? 160 00:17:57,543 --> 00:17:58,921 I'm repulsive. 161 00:17:59,768 --> 00:18:00,726 Nancy... 162 00:18:01,819 --> 00:18:04,554 Albert's behavior has nothing to do with you. 163 00:18:05,161 --> 00:18:06,533 This is not about you. 164 00:18:09,547 --> 00:18:13,337 You are a beautiful woman. You are an intelligent woman, Nancy. 165 00:18:13,361 --> 00:18:17,712 No, no, no. We can't always be what we want to be, what we wish we could be. 166 00:18:19,578 --> 00:18:20,635 Get that? 167 00:18:23,991 --> 00:18:30,561 Well, it's hard to believe that this company has been around for over fifteen years. 168 00:18:32,127 --> 00:18:34,573 Fifteen years is a long time. 169 00:18:36,125 --> 00:18:42,066 Now, you know, to create a rainbow, you need rain... 170 00:18:42,650 --> 00:18:44,073 you need sunshine, 171 00:18:44,769 --> 00:18:47,927 and at the end of the rainbow you find something... 172 00:18:48,556 --> 00:18:50,211 a pot of gold. 173 00:18:52,384 --> 00:18:53,980 I found that pot. 174 00:18:55,913 --> 00:18:56,872 Yeah. 175 00:18:57,630 --> 00:19:04,316 Because... this company... could not... have grown into the state leader 176 00:19:04,340 --> 00:19:06,195 had it not been for one man. 177 00:19:06,950 --> 00:19:08,206 A man... 178 00:19:08,730 --> 00:19:10,806 who gave me some money, 179 00:19:12,001 --> 00:19:14,459 a push when I needed it most. 180 00:19:16,417 --> 00:19:18,893 I want to thank that man right now. 181 00:19:20,014 --> 00:19:21,980 Here's to you, Albert. 182 00:19:25,102 --> 00:19:28,612 For being a good, true friend after all these years. 183 00:19:29,932 --> 00:19:31,850 And to continue this celebration, 184 00:19:32,067 --> 00:19:33,101 I want... 185 00:19:33,881 --> 00:19:37,724 my beautiful wife, Jenny, and all you guys up and to the dance floor 186 00:19:37,734 --> 00:19:40,984 for a nice slow one to kick off dessert. 187 00:19:49,707 --> 00:19:50,921 Come on, all you guys. 188 00:19:58,407 --> 00:19:59,456 Don't you want to dance? 189 00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:00,535 Yeah. 190 00:20:01,463 --> 00:20:02,422 When? 191 00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,399 I need to go home. 192 00:21:17,699 --> 00:21:20,478 - You need to go? - Yeah, I'm not feeling well, I need to go. 193 00:21:20,740 --> 00:21:22,426 Come over you kind of quickly? 194 00:21:23,910 --> 00:21:25,258 You need some medicine? 195 00:21:51,831 --> 00:21:53,390 Nancy. 196 00:22:02,936 --> 00:22:03,992 Nancy? 197 00:22:28,431 --> 00:22:29,428 Nancy? 198 00:22:32,028 --> 00:22:34,874 What are you doing? There's a party going on. 199 00:22:40,689 --> 00:22:41,922 What's wrong? 200 00:22:43,571 --> 00:22:45,348 Nothing. I don't feel well, I just want to go home. 201 00:22:45,372 --> 00:22:48,914 Can't you just drop it? Snap out of it? 202 00:22:50,634 --> 00:22:53,961 This isn't for you, this is for Stan, this is Stan's night. 203 00:22:54,424 --> 00:22:56,507 Can't you just drop it this once? 204 00:22:58,885 --> 00:23:01,800 OK, fine, you want to go home, you go home. 205 00:23:02,494 --> 00:23:03,723 There you are. 206 00:23:05,664 --> 00:23:07,850 You know I don't like to drive at night. 207 00:23:09,191 --> 00:23:10,502 I'll get a cab. 208 00:24:07,931 --> 00:24:09,796 It's gonna be a couple hours 'til we get into the hotel 209 00:24:09,819 --> 00:24:13,741 so stop by my place, pick up a few things, that's OK. 210 00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:19,725 Is that a daisy? 211 00:24:21,357 --> 00:24:22,315 No. 212 00:24:23,492 --> 00:24:25,824 My tenth anniversary present from Albert. 213 00:24:26,452 --> 00:24:28,539 I keep it close to my heart. 214 00:24:29,807 --> 00:24:31,012 Savor the memory? 215 00:24:31,877 --> 00:24:33,124 The dried flower. 216 00:24:33,649 --> 00:24:34,743 Meaning? 217 00:24:35,788 --> 00:24:36,893 Dried. 218 00:24:40,885 --> 00:24:42,121 Something the matter? 219 00:24:43,807 --> 00:24:46,325 No. Everything's perfect. 220 00:24:53,843 --> 00:24:55,610 You can change your mind. 221 00:24:56,569 --> 00:24:57,633 What? 222 00:24:58,733 --> 00:25:00,862 Are you losing your hard on already? 223 00:25:02,604 --> 00:25:04,189 I came here to do this. 224 00:25:04,662 --> 00:25:05,900 Excuse me... 225 00:25:06,826 --> 00:25:10,240 I was just simply suggesting that you might consider all options. 226 00:25:10,721 --> 00:25:12,372 There are no other options. 227 00:25:13,401 --> 00:25:14,366 Really? 228 00:25:16,853 --> 00:25:20,100 Maybe you should ask yourself if this is what you really want. 229 00:25:21,867 --> 00:25:22,923 I'm here. 230 00:25:25,738 --> 00:25:27,881 That should tell you all you need to know. 231 00:25:43,007 --> 00:25:43,944 Wow. 232 00:25:45,340 --> 00:25:47,251 You gonna add me to your collection? 233 00:25:48,926 --> 00:25:50,597 You're getting your very own shelf. 234 00:25:55,050 --> 00:25:56,086 What's in the bag? 235 00:25:56,438 --> 00:25:57,401 Excuse me? 236 00:25:57,634 --> 00:25:58,764 What's in the bag? 237 00:25:59,548 --> 00:26:01,318 Don't worry, I have your money. 238 00:26:20,117 --> 00:26:21,153 Thirsty? 239 00:26:21,468 --> 00:26:22,432 What? 240 00:26:22,606 --> 00:26:23,661 Want something to drink? 241 00:26:24,150 --> 00:26:26,369 Yeah... Scotch? 242 00:26:49,360 --> 00:26:50,655 Did that last week. 243 00:26:51,510 --> 00:26:52,731 Broken bottle. 244 00:26:55,623 --> 00:26:59,055 You know, I stepped on it but I can't even recall how it happened. 245 00:27:00,328 --> 00:27:01,513 Amnesia. 246 00:27:02,037 --> 00:27:05,363 Yeah, I think that's what it was, it's, uh, it's amnesia. 247 00:27:06,463 --> 00:27:07,759 You're funny. 248 00:27:10,412 --> 00:27:11,715 Well, well, well. 249 00:27:13,655 --> 00:27:15,229 You sound just like you type. 250 00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:18,727 We don't have to type anymore. 251 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:21,417 Look at this set up. 252 00:27:22,189 --> 00:27:23,148 Hmm... 253 00:27:23,387 --> 00:27:25,650 So, this is where all the action takes place. 254 00:27:29,627 --> 00:27:30,901 Grab my ass. 255 00:27:53,835 --> 00:27:55,431 Do it to me like you said? 256 00:27:57,056 --> 00:27:58,705 Pain, like you promised. 257 00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:13,876 Oh good, that's good. 258 00:28:15,233 --> 00:28:17,653 - Say it again. - It's good. 259 00:28:28,858 --> 00:28:31,937 Let's go to that special dress shop before it closes, yeah? 260 00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:01,094 Thank god. 261 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:03,970 One message. 262 00:29:03,994 --> 00:29:06,907 Hello. This is a message for Nancy. 263 00:29:07,357 --> 00:29:11,487 Uh, Nancy, this is Carol Good calling. We had a two o'clock appointment today. 264 00:29:11,488 --> 00:29:14,175 I'm wondering if everything is, uh, OK. 265 00:29:14,675 --> 00:29:16,894 Stan? Yeah, it's me. 266 00:29:17,898 --> 00:29:19,590 No, she hasn't. 267 00:29:20,423 --> 00:29:23,560 No, and I checked around the house and, uh, it's weird. 268 00:29:23,584 --> 00:29:25,564 You know, her clothes are all there and... 269 00:29:25,588 --> 00:29:28,096 she had some appointment booked that she's, 270 00:29:28,556 --> 00:29:31,417 hm, well, something's weird. 271 00:29:31,441 --> 00:29:36,476 It's not... that's what I'm saying, it's just, two days and she hasn't called once. 272 00:29:38,154 --> 00:29:39,450 It's not like her. 273 00:29:39,788 --> 00:29:40,993 She should have called me. 274 00:29:42,502 --> 00:29:43,468 Yeah. 275 00:29:44,238 --> 00:29:45,204 Yeah, I know. 276 00:29:46,651 --> 00:29:47,616 Bye. 277 00:30:03,468 --> 00:30:05,586 9-1-1 emergency operator. 278 00:30:14,597 --> 00:30:15,564 Hello? 279 00:30:30,061 --> 00:30:31,364 What's with the sweater? 280 00:30:33,924 --> 00:30:35,055 I want to see you. 281 00:30:44,287 --> 00:30:45,282 Wow. 282 00:30:52,696 --> 00:30:53,663 Turn around. 283 00:31:02,187 --> 00:31:03,339 Be very careful. 284 00:31:04,621 --> 00:31:06,778 You're on the verge of stealing my breath away. 285 00:31:10,739 --> 00:31:12,343 You know, this isn't me. 286 00:31:12,807 --> 00:31:13,911 What is you? 287 00:31:14,986 --> 00:31:16,506 We met on line, is that you? 288 00:31:16,940 --> 00:31:18,873 There are a lot of mes on line. 289 00:31:20,085 --> 00:31:21,494 What's the real you? 290 00:31:21,704 --> 00:31:23,215 What's the real you? 291 00:31:23,239 --> 00:31:25,213 I am the real me right now. 292 00:31:27,528 --> 00:31:28,939 What about tomorrow? 293 00:31:28,963 --> 00:31:31,405 We're not at tomorrow. We're right now. 294 00:31:32,529 --> 00:31:33,653 Where are you? 295 00:31:33,818 --> 00:31:35,397 I'm here. 296 00:31:35,482 --> 00:31:36,441 Good. 297 00:31:37,788 --> 00:31:39,396 That way you'll have somewhere to go. 298 00:31:45,269 --> 00:31:46,386 Are you ready? 299 00:31:46,790 --> 00:31:47,749 Yeah? 300 00:31:47,921 --> 00:31:49,115 Open your mouth. 301 00:31:49,746 --> 00:31:52,158 You gotta get it wider than that, come on now. 302 00:31:52,608 --> 00:31:55,800 There. Yeah. Are you ready? 303 00:31:55,824 --> 00:31:57,831 Here it comes... Yeah. 304 00:31:57,855 --> 00:32:00,939 What about that? Like that? 305 00:32:09,773 --> 00:32:12,861 Don't worry about those little piggies. I'll suck 'em good. 306 00:32:13,378 --> 00:32:14,015 Hold on. 307 00:32:14,039 --> 00:32:15,296 I'm a little uncoordinated. 308 00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:17,258 Yeah, you are uncoordinated. 309 00:32:18,052 --> 00:32:18,943 That's it. 310 00:32:18,967 --> 00:32:19,993 Where am I going? 311 00:32:20,017 --> 00:32:21,208 Come straight ahead. 312 00:32:22,541 --> 00:32:24,962 - There you go. - You're fun. 313 00:32:24,986 --> 00:32:26,080 Yeah? 314 00:32:26,563 --> 00:32:27,986 Ouch... 315 00:32:29,417 --> 00:32:30,886 That was good, eh? 316 00:32:31,837 --> 00:32:33,081 Wasn't it? 317 00:32:33,395 --> 00:32:34,450 That's right. 318 00:32:34,474 --> 00:32:35,514 OK, where? 319 00:32:35,724 --> 00:32:37,426 There you are. Come on. 320 00:32:57,780 --> 00:32:59,136 It's the home stretch. 321 00:32:59,353 --> 00:33:00,365 Come on now. 322 00:33:10,721 --> 00:33:12,991 - You're good. - Here you go. 323 00:33:13,433 --> 00:33:15,336 You can thank my uncle for that. 324 00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:16,319 Oh, yeah? 325 00:33:16,902 --> 00:33:18,452 What was he, an exterminator? 326 00:33:19,381 --> 00:33:21,336 How old were you when you were trained? 327 00:33:23,015 --> 00:33:24,071 Seven. 328 00:33:25,442 --> 00:33:26,419 Well, that explains it, huh? 329 00:33:26,442 --> 00:33:30,394 You're so fucking cute. You're pretty good yourself you know. 330 00:33:30,418 --> 00:33:33,062 Yeah, well, maybe we can start our own business, you know? 331 00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:36,396 Instead of to die in vain it'll be to die in pain. 332 00:33:36,420 --> 00:33:37,398 Ouch. 333 00:33:37,422 --> 00:33:40,108 Can I tell you something so funny? 334 00:33:40,132 --> 00:33:44,382 You know what my mother did when the doctor told her I'd never have kids? 335 00:33:45,861 --> 00:33:46,820 No. 336 00:33:47,808 --> 00:33:53,224 She, she locked me in a room for five days and called me a stupid slut. 337 00:33:54,401 --> 00:33:55,844 A slut 338 00:33:57,277 --> 00:34:00,115 Just 'cause my uncle tore me up inside. 339 00:34:01,522 --> 00:34:02,735 Her brother? 340 00:34:03,507 --> 00:34:04,469 Yeah... 341 00:34:05,511 --> 00:34:07,114 Oh, he was good. 342 00:34:07,549 --> 00:34:10,630 He was good at it once a week like clockwork. 343 00:34:12,935 --> 00:34:14,850 I thought I wanted kids. 344 00:34:15,885 --> 00:34:17,750 What a fat joke that was. 345 00:34:19,001 --> 00:34:23,519 Maybe if I'd given birth to a set of golf clubs that would have captured Albert's interest. 346 00:34:30,283 --> 00:34:32,402 You ever wonder why you were ever born? 347 00:34:32,905 --> 00:34:33,885 No. 348 00:34:35,027 --> 00:34:36,395 No, I have not. 349 00:34:37,984 --> 00:34:40,102 But you know what I was wondering? 350 00:34:40,678 --> 00:34:43,241 I was wondering what is this place right here called by your, uh... ear 351 00:34:43,264 --> 00:34:44,459 Don't. I don't like that. 352 00:34:44,483 --> 00:34:47,917 No, by the, hey, what? You don't like being beautiful? That's beautiful. 353 00:34:53,359 --> 00:34:56,378 OK, what do you say we stop this game now, OK? 354 00:34:57,371 --> 00:35:00,200 No, no, no, no, Louis. Hit me. 355 00:35:00,224 --> 00:35:01,183 Stop. 356 00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:16,832 We stick with the plan... 357 00:35:18,076 --> 00:35:19,245 Do you hear me? 358 00:35:29,505 --> 00:35:30,464 Hello. 359 00:35:32,790 --> 00:35:36,585 I'm, uh... looking for a Nancy Stockwell. 360 00:35:37,057 --> 00:35:38,261 Server maintenance. 361 00:35:38,285 --> 00:35:40,085 It's part of her online business package. 362 00:35:40,354 --> 00:35:41,313 Right. 363 00:35:42,290 --> 00:35:46,654 Mrs. Stockwell is signed up for a bi-annual server maintenance which is virus protection... 364 00:35:46,678 --> 00:35:48,197 No, no, she's not home. 365 00:35:49,418 --> 00:35:51,250 You have any idea when she's expected back? 366 00:35:51,251 --> 00:35:52,551 Uh, no, not really. 367 00:35:53,180 --> 00:35:55,953 See, her firewall is gonna expire which means she could lose all her information. 368 00:35:55,977 --> 00:35:57,263 Right. 369 00:35:57,287 --> 00:35:59,298 Is there anyone else who may have authorization? 370 00:35:59,322 --> 00:36:00,481 Well, I'm her husband. 371 00:36:01,479 --> 00:36:06,048 I don't have the fine print but husband... satisfies our trust requirements. 372 00:36:07,164 --> 00:36:08,930 Or I can come back in a week. 373 00:36:15,029 --> 00:36:16,137 You know what? 374 00:36:17,164 --> 00:36:19,023 Actually, yeah, we should get that done, 375 00:36:19,047 --> 00:36:22,787 she's asked, uh, um, forward her some e-mails. 376 00:36:23,168 --> 00:36:25,953 Frankly, I don't, I don't know how to do that so could you... 377 00:36:26,463 --> 00:36:27,467 could you... 378 00:36:28,540 --> 00:36:30,127 could help me with that? 379 00:36:30,151 --> 00:36:31,419 Let's see what we can open up. 380 00:36:31,443 --> 00:36:32,402 Rock and roll. 381 00:36:32,985 --> 00:36:33,947 Great. 382 00:36:35,351 --> 00:36:36,489 OK. 383 00:36:37,642 --> 00:36:38,894 So, uh... 384 00:36:40,595 --> 00:36:41,871 The server system. 385 00:36:42,387 --> 00:36:46,025 - Computer. - Ah, yes, alright. Just a little discombobulated. 386 00:36:46,553 --> 00:36:47,878 Shoes, please. 387 00:36:53,602 --> 00:36:55,242 - You're wife? - That's her. 388 00:36:55,737 --> 00:36:56,853 You're a lucky man. 389 00:36:56,877 --> 00:36:58,227 Yeah, I know. 390 00:37:05,492 --> 00:37:06,892 Is this gonna take long? 391 00:37:08,143 --> 00:37:09,310 Let's hope not. 392 00:37:13,383 --> 00:37:15,660 You know, it's funny, usually it's the other way around. 393 00:37:15,937 --> 00:37:17,883 It's the wives that want to find out what the husbands are up to. 394 00:37:17,907 --> 00:37:21,055 I'm not trying to find out what my wife's up to, I'm just trying to forward some e-mails. 395 00:37:22,089 --> 00:37:24,127 Are you aware of any passwords? 396 00:37:24,426 --> 00:37:26,246 That would simplify things a bit. 397 00:37:26,479 --> 00:37:29,097 It's usually a plain word that means something to her. 398 00:37:29,121 --> 00:37:30,080 No. 399 00:37:30,325 --> 00:37:31,786 Like a favorite color? 400 00:37:32,422 --> 00:37:33,374 Flower? 401 00:37:35,209 --> 00:37:36,828 Street name she grew up on? 402 00:37:40,129 --> 00:37:41,516 Child's name? 403 00:37:42,644 --> 00:37:44,031 We don't have children. 404 00:37:47,612 --> 00:37:48,668 What do you know. 405 00:37:50,621 --> 00:37:52,172 It looks like Nancy has not... 406 00:37:52,196 --> 00:37:53,304 My wife? 407 00:37:53,498 --> 00:37:55,420 Yeah... Yeah. 408 00:37:55,987 --> 00:38:00,573 Has no passwords whatsoever, there's no security here, just... wide open. 409 00:38:00,597 --> 00:38:01,651 Alright. 410 00:38:01,838 --> 00:38:04,340 So, what would you like me to forward? And to whom? 411 00:38:09,940 --> 00:38:12,786 You know what? Actually, I'm kinda, uh... 412 00:38:14,301 --> 00:38:15,891 I'm kind of concerned. 413 00:38:16,798 --> 00:38:18,029 About what, Albert? 414 00:38:18,521 --> 00:38:21,551 Well, my wife, she's not been home for four days so... 415 00:38:22,822 --> 00:38:24,873 I thought you just wanted me to forward some e-mails. 416 00:38:24,897 --> 00:38:26,371 Yeah, I said that but... 417 00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:30,299 I kind of want to get a clue as to, um, 418 00:38:30,323 --> 00:38:32,430 who she's visiting so I can call her. 419 00:38:32,625 --> 00:38:35,136 I suppose you don't know any of your wife's friends. 420 00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:36,309 I mean, that's not my business. 421 00:38:36,333 --> 00:38:37,751 No, that's not your business. 422 00:38:43,066 --> 00:38:46,235 You called 9-1-1, I'm sure, and made a missing persons report? 423 00:38:46,722 --> 00:38:47,718 No. 424 00:38:48,278 --> 00:38:50,435 Um... I figured she'd call. 425 00:38:51,267 --> 00:38:53,629 You know, I was like, give her one more day. 426 00:38:54,354 --> 00:38:55,729 Yeah, one more day. 427 00:38:59,466 --> 00:39:01,962 Do you know... a Farley? 428 00:39:02,897 --> 00:39:04,824 A Deephurt Farley? 429 00:39:05,071 --> 00:39:07,040 No. What kind of name is that? 430 00:39:07,402 --> 00:39:08,684 People use aliases. 431 00:39:08,708 --> 00:39:11,097 Yeah, I know that but that name, what the fuck is that about? 432 00:39:11,098 --> 00:39:13,267 Deephurt...? What are those? 433 00:39:13,291 --> 00:39:16,167 These are the e-mails. Seems like there's hundreds of 'em. 434 00:39:16,586 --> 00:39:19,014 And they all seem to pertain to this one person. 435 00:39:19,038 --> 00:39:20,231 You want me to show you how to open these up? 436 00:39:20,232 --> 00:39:22,027 Yeah, but what's that with my name on it? 437 00:39:23,421 --> 00:39:24,732 Albert, by the time you read this... 438 00:39:24,756 --> 00:39:26,671 Hey, wait, wait, let me see that. Excuse me. 439 00:39:29,334 --> 00:39:30,360 Albert... 440 00:39:31,529 --> 00:39:33,941 By the time you read this, it'll be too late. 441 00:39:34,878 --> 00:39:38,092 Too late for any more pitiful attempts to understand me or 442 00:39:38,116 --> 00:39:41,058 this fucked up life we supposedly share together. 443 00:39:42,056 --> 00:39:43,907 The good part is I finally get it. 444 00:39:44,424 --> 00:39:46,059 So I've decided to liberate you from me, 445 00:39:46,083 --> 00:39:48,182 to liberate myself from this marriage. 446 00:39:48,183 --> 00:39:49,125 No. 447 00:39:49,149 --> 00:39:52,438 I don't blame you for not loving me, I suck when it comes to that. 448 00:39:53,157 --> 00:39:54,857 Call it fear, whatever. 449 00:39:55,621 --> 00:39:58,521 But now I finally have the guts to do what's right for me, 450 00:39:58,895 --> 00:40:01,376 to wipe my slate clean and begin fresh. 451 00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:03,691 Don't try and find me. 452 00:40:04,290 --> 00:40:05,436 Happy putting. 453 00:40:06,117 --> 00:40:08,500 Goodbye, Albert. Nancy. 454 00:40:09,286 --> 00:40:10,245 No. 455 00:40:11,787 --> 00:40:13,697 That's not Nancy... that's not. 456 00:40:14,081 --> 00:40:17,944 That's not Nancy writing, writing like that, that's not Nancy. 457 00:40:18,232 --> 00:40:19,763 You'd be surprised who people can be. 458 00:40:19,787 --> 00:40:20,605 No. 459 00:40:20,629 --> 00:40:22,705 Things they do when they're alone, people they meet. 460 00:40:22,729 --> 00:40:25,299 She doesn't meet anyone, her whole life is that thing. 461 00:40:25,568 --> 00:40:27,360 Well, Albert, maybe she has met someone 462 00:40:27,384 --> 00:40:30,798 'cause all these e-mails seem to indicate that she was, or is, 463 00:40:30,822 --> 00:40:33,822 in a very intimate relationship with... 464 00:40:34,571 --> 00:40:35,724 another man. 465 00:40:42,021 --> 00:40:43,234 You alright, Albert? 466 00:40:43,721 --> 00:40:44,730 Yeah. 467 00:40:47,444 --> 00:40:51,842 I... I'm gonna get a drink. You want a drink? 468 00:40:52,224 --> 00:40:54,597 Sure, I can have a drink with you, Albert. 469 00:40:54,621 --> 00:40:56,117 You wait there, I'll be back in a minute. 470 00:40:56,141 --> 00:40:58,003 I'll print these things out for you, Al. 471 00:41:10,390 --> 00:41:12,540 No time like the present, hey, Al? 472 00:41:24,163 --> 00:41:27,115 I just thought my life would look different than this, that's all. 473 00:41:28,822 --> 00:41:31,092 How is it... supposed to look? 474 00:41:37,167 --> 00:41:39,962 I don't know, couple of kids, two, maybe three, 475 00:41:40,651 --> 00:41:43,021 your typical happy marriage. 476 00:41:43,971 --> 00:41:48,250 Have you and Albert ever considered the, uh, possibility of adoption? 477 00:41:49,486 --> 00:41:53,312 Um... once, before he asked me to marry him. 478 00:41:53,944 --> 00:41:55,357 How did he respond to that? 479 00:41:56,626 --> 00:41:58,665 He said he was in the mood for Chinese. 480 00:42:00,686 --> 00:42:03,890 Sounds like it's hard for Albert to really hear you. 481 00:42:07,308 --> 00:42:08,583 Then what happened? 482 00:42:09,780 --> 00:42:11,503 Got really hungry all of a sudden. 483 00:42:12,507 --> 00:42:13,466 Then what? 484 00:42:13,849 --> 00:42:15,168 We ate Chinese. 485 00:42:17,179 --> 00:42:20,131 Did you ever explore the issue further? 486 00:42:23,090 --> 00:42:24,049 Yeah. 487 00:42:24,754 --> 00:42:28,005 He talked about how crunchy the cashews were in my cashew chicken. 488 00:42:30,935 --> 00:42:32,759 Sounds like a hard topic for Albert. 489 00:42:34,253 --> 00:42:36,314 Poor Albert, don't rock the boat. 490 00:42:37,699 --> 00:42:39,408 Can I use your bathroom, please, Carol? 491 00:42:39,409 --> 00:42:40,609 Sure. 492 00:42:42,142 --> 00:42:43,567 I really have to go. 493 00:42:44,608 --> 00:42:48,645 Oh, I'm sorry. I'll get you the key. 494 00:42:51,745 --> 00:42:52,855 Thanks much. 495 00:43:45,109 --> 00:43:46,622 Are, are you OK? 496 00:43:47,731 --> 00:43:48,712 Nancy? 497 00:43:50,136 --> 00:43:52,137 Nancy, can you open the door? 498 00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:58,595 Nancy, I know you think that this is your only relief... 499 00:44:00,033 --> 00:44:01,614 your only way out. 500 00:44:01,638 --> 00:44:03,697 But I, I promise you... 501 00:44:05,112 --> 00:44:06,840 there are other ways to get relief. 502 00:44:07,263 --> 00:44:10,619 I... It might take some time but I know you're gonna get better. 503 00:44:11,713 --> 00:44:13,826 Statistics are very promising. 504 00:44:16,628 --> 00:44:17,685 Nancy... 505 00:44:20,103 --> 00:44:21,243 I know. 506 00:44:21,827 --> 00:44:25,183 I know... you feel like you've never been heard. 507 00:44:27,057 --> 00:44:30,474 But I'd like to hear you, and I would very much like to help you. 508 00:44:32,294 --> 00:44:33,287 Nancy? 509 00:44:35,045 --> 00:44:36,948 Nancy, please let me help you. 510 00:44:38,626 --> 00:44:40,087 What's the matter, Carol? 511 00:44:41,631 --> 00:44:43,631 You must think I'm a total nut job. 512 00:44:44,720 --> 00:44:49,438 I, I, uh, had the feeling that you were on the verge of self-inflicting and... 513 00:44:49,462 --> 00:44:50,721 And what? 514 00:44:51,313 --> 00:44:53,852 I'm fine, I was just, changed my tampon. 515 00:44:54,654 --> 00:44:57,509 Happy, happy, happy. 516 00:44:58,866 --> 00:44:59,961 Yeah, I see. 517 00:45:11,756 --> 00:45:14,564 I don't know what the fuck you thought you were gonna do coming into my fucking house. 518 00:45:14,588 --> 00:45:17,232 This is my fucking house, asshole. My house. 519 00:45:17,256 --> 00:45:19,519 Sorry, you say something? Huh? 520 00:45:22,585 --> 00:45:24,539 You're just gonna have to bear with me a while, OK? 521 00:45:24,563 --> 00:45:29,822 It might, uh... it might take me a while to... read through all of November. 522 00:45:38,656 --> 00:45:41,536 I think I might like to try out some of this, uh, ritual shit on you, 523 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:46,918 see how you like it, you fucking... phony... philosophized fucking deviant. 524 00:45:48,446 --> 00:45:49,832 You degenerate. 525 00:45:50,828 --> 00:45:54,132 How is my wife, by the way, is she OK? Huh? 526 00:45:56,364 --> 00:45:58,054 I want you to answer some questions. 527 00:45:59,965 --> 00:46:02,759 Ah, fuck, that is disgusting. 528 00:46:05,269 --> 00:46:09,090 Got all that stuff on your mind, you keep that focus, that's pretty impressive, Albert. 529 00:46:11,330 --> 00:46:13,187 Oh, answers, you want answers... 530 00:46:13,997 --> 00:46:15,209 Ask me a question. 531 00:46:15,233 --> 00:46:16,371 Where's my wife? 532 00:46:16,603 --> 00:46:18,505 Shouldn't you have asked yourself that a while ago? 533 00:46:18,529 --> 00:46:20,273 Fuck you, answer my question. 534 00:46:20,297 --> 00:46:23,091 You see, what you don't know can't hurt you, do you think that's true, Albert? 535 00:46:23,115 --> 00:46:28,050 Shut the fuck up! What the fuck have you been doing to my fucking wife? 536 00:46:28,949 --> 00:46:31,037 What you haven't been doing to her, Albert. 537 00:46:32,051 --> 00:46:33,180 Oh, right. 538 00:46:33,204 --> 00:46:35,820 I'll lower to your secret spot and I'll burn you right there, 539 00:46:35,844 --> 00:46:37,955 tie your hands so you can't touch it. 540 00:46:37,979 --> 00:46:42,575 Burn you 'til all goes cold, black, and you'll still whisper, yes. 541 00:46:42,599 --> 00:46:45,268 You know, you're damn right, I have not been doing that to my fucking wife. 542 00:46:45,292 --> 00:46:46,213 She did say yes. 543 00:46:46,237 --> 00:46:49,143 I bet she fucking did and I know why. 544 00:46:50,027 --> 00:46:54,082 'Cause she wanted to be released from the suffering that you've bestowed on her, Albert. 545 00:46:54,641 --> 00:46:57,883 You just gave her absence. I gave her release. 546 00:46:57,907 --> 00:46:59,232 That's what she wanted. 547 00:46:59,256 --> 00:47:02,665 She did not fucking want that and she sure as shit did not want you. 548 00:47:02,829 --> 00:47:04,599 She wanted from me. 549 00:47:05,988 --> 00:47:07,307 Fuck you. 550 00:47:08,678 --> 00:47:12,880 You've been grooming my wife like some fucking pedophile. 551 00:47:12,904 --> 00:47:15,385 You've brainwashed her. It's obvious. 552 00:47:17,113 --> 00:47:20,759 I did it again, Louis. I bled for you. 553 00:47:21,750 --> 00:47:22,972 Who does that? 554 00:47:23,227 --> 00:47:24,623 Why don't you ask her? 555 00:47:25,414 --> 00:47:29,511 Really, why didn't you ask her why she sat in the corner alone bleeding? 556 00:47:29,871 --> 00:47:30,833 Huh? 557 00:47:30,857 --> 00:47:31,809 You saw her every day, right? 558 00:47:31,833 --> 00:47:34,867 She was right in front of you, just laying down in bed with you, 559 00:47:34,891 --> 00:47:37,050 her arm there, you never said anything. 560 00:47:37,685 --> 00:47:39,525 Didn't you even feel anything about that? 561 00:47:39,549 --> 00:47:43,494 Didn't you? How couldn't you? Why didn't you just ask her? 562 00:47:43,518 --> 00:47:44,621 Shut up. 563 00:47:44,645 --> 00:47:47,657 Shut up? Is that the best you got? Shut up? 564 00:47:48,033 --> 00:47:51,966 How about something along the lines of help me? Help me. 565 00:47:52,259 --> 00:47:55,524 How I could better understand so if I had the chance to do this over again, 566 00:47:55,547 --> 00:47:57,747 I could do it differently. Huh? 567 00:47:57,771 --> 00:47:58,459 Shut up. 568 00:47:58,483 --> 00:48:02,320 How I could have responded to the person that I cared for, that I promised myself to. 569 00:48:02,344 --> 00:48:03,164 You shut up. 570 00:48:03,188 --> 00:48:07,427 That person that came to me because I was safe, that person that trusted me, huh? 571 00:48:07,428 --> 00:48:08,273 You shut up. 572 00:48:08,297 --> 00:48:12,560 This person who came to you wounded and was so fucking destroyed by you. 573 00:48:12,584 --> 00:48:14,299 You shut the fuck up! 574 00:48:14,323 --> 00:48:16,520 You talk to me... Fuck!!! 575 00:48:16,544 --> 00:48:18,065 Fuck! Yes! 576 00:48:18,322 --> 00:48:19,775 That hurt, Albert. 577 00:48:19,799 --> 00:48:21,711 You damn fucking right it did. 578 00:48:21,735 --> 00:48:24,560 You hurt me. Thank you. 579 00:48:24,584 --> 00:48:25,547 Huh? 580 00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:27,839 I think I feel a little closer to you now. 581 00:48:27,863 --> 00:48:29,403 Ah, fuck you. 582 00:48:29,427 --> 00:48:32,710 No, it's that burst of passion, that's, has a deep caring. 583 00:48:32,740 --> 00:48:35,127 You got a lot of pain and caring in you, Albert. 584 00:48:35,890 --> 00:48:37,242 You got another one in you? 585 00:48:37,266 --> 00:48:39,808 - You're asking me if I got another one in me? - my other foot, Al. 586 00:48:40,445 --> 00:48:42,835 Fuck you. I'll fucking do it. 587 00:48:52,434 --> 00:48:55,243 Well, I think you finally found your swing, Albert. 588 00:49:50,734 --> 00:49:52,345 Would you pass the salt, please? 589 00:50:33,393 --> 00:50:34,936 I'm not gonna rise to that. 590 00:50:38,675 --> 00:50:40,196 I'm not gonna rise to that. 591 00:50:56,590 --> 00:50:58,298 You think that's funny? 592 00:51:53,146 --> 00:51:54,105 Come on. 593 00:52:02,550 --> 00:52:03,318 Don't. 594 00:52:03,342 --> 00:52:04,336 - Come on. - Don't do that? 595 00:52:04,359 --> 00:52:06,319 Come... I want you. 596 00:52:06,343 --> 00:52:09,181 I want you to fuck me... Hurt me. 597 00:52:09,375 --> 00:52:11,421 I want you to fuck me hard. 598 00:52:12,229 --> 00:52:14,031 I want you to fuck. 599 00:52:17,191 --> 00:52:20,515 Is this what you fucking want? Is this what you fucking want? 600 00:52:22,447 --> 00:52:24,161 You think this is fucking funny. 601 00:52:25,035 --> 00:52:27,403 Is this what you fucking want? Huh? 602 00:53:21,641 --> 00:53:23,978 So what are you getting out of all this? 603 00:53:26,995 --> 00:53:28,441 I'll tell you what I got. 604 00:53:31,580 --> 00:53:33,040 I got hurt. 605 00:53:33,064 --> 00:53:34,338 Fuck you. 606 00:53:34,660 --> 00:53:35,935 You, also. 607 00:53:39,301 --> 00:53:40,822 Where's my wife? 608 00:53:41,810 --> 00:53:44,186 She's gone, she left, you remember? 609 00:53:45,647 --> 00:53:48,022 You can still find her if you want to. 610 00:53:48,321 --> 00:53:51,123 She's still out there waiting to be found. 611 00:53:54,898 --> 00:53:56,268 Is she OK? 612 00:53:57,782 --> 00:53:59,506 Why do you ask that now? 613 00:54:00,763 --> 00:54:02,412 She wasn't living when she was with you 614 00:54:02,436 --> 00:54:05,250 and now that she's gone, all of a sudden you care? 615 00:54:08,674 --> 00:54:10,015 Is she OK? 616 00:54:12,151 --> 00:54:13,536 She is safe. 617 00:54:20,477 --> 00:54:23,384 Good... That's all I wanted to know. 618 00:54:43,891 --> 00:54:44,854 Yeah. 619 00:54:49,038 --> 00:54:50,664 You have beautiful skin. 620 00:54:51,301 --> 00:54:52,945 Yeah, right there. 621 00:54:55,747 --> 00:54:57,305 I want to make love to you... 622 00:54:58,040 --> 00:54:59,542 after it happens. 623 00:55:00,257 --> 00:55:01,690 Wouldn't you like that? 624 00:55:21,049 --> 00:55:22,657 We're not done. 625 00:55:22,681 --> 00:55:23,662 Yeah? 626 00:55:25,378 --> 00:55:28,937 You have... you have a beautiful body, don't you? 627 00:55:31,282 --> 00:55:32,526 It's beautiful. 628 00:55:34,564 --> 00:55:36,968 I want to make it all better, you know? 629 00:55:38,010 --> 00:55:39,119 Fuck. 630 00:56:04,188 --> 00:56:06,951 I almost thought it was gonna happen last night. 631 00:56:07,854 --> 00:56:11,200 It'll be a surprise... Just like you requested. 632 00:56:13,297 --> 00:56:15,163 What about that, you like that? 633 00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:17,154 You like that, buddy? 634 00:56:17,838 --> 00:56:19,268 I think he likes it. 635 00:56:36,011 --> 00:56:38,100 So what do you think it's gonna be like? 636 00:56:44,974 --> 00:56:47,635 Like waking up from a bad dream. 637 00:56:50,235 --> 00:56:53,486 You're not your life anymore, you're not this idea of yourself. 638 00:56:55,563 --> 00:56:56,964 It's like one of them. 639 00:56:59,362 --> 00:57:00,555 It's like... 640 00:57:01,805 --> 00:57:03,604 you can breathe underwater. 641 00:57:04,504 --> 00:57:05,831 What do you think? 642 00:57:06,856 --> 00:57:07,874 Nothing. 643 00:57:08,766 --> 00:57:10,295 You're here, you're gone. 644 00:57:11,014 --> 00:57:13,052 Then you get flushed down the toilet. 645 00:57:16,260 --> 00:57:17,622 So if we do this... 646 00:57:17,646 --> 00:57:19,197 Not if, when. 647 00:57:21,812 --> 00:57:23,970 It'll be the end of everything you know. 648 00:57:25,334 --> 00:57:27,054 That's the whole idea. 649 00:57:35,032 --> 00:57:36,133 Louis. 650 00:57:37,190 --> 00:57:38,187 Nancy. 651 00:57:40,952 --> 00:57:42,457 Would you do me a favor? 652 00:57:43,536 --> 00:57:45,324 Depends on how naughty it is. 653 00:57:48,005 --> 00:57:49,407 Would you kiss me? 654 00:57:51,041 --> 00:57:52,321 Nice like? 655 00:59:01,370 --> 00:59:02,711 Any other wishes? 656 00:59:09,013 --> 00:59:11,176 Yeah, I do have a couple of wishes. 657 00:59:14,818 --> 00:59:16,759 I wish I could have felt this. 658 00:59:18,760 --> 00:59:19,757 And... 659 00:59:22,402 --> 00:59:24,821 I wish Albert could feel. 660 00:59:27,204 --> 00:59:30,125 I wish he could feel the profound loneliness 661 00:59:30,149 --> 00:59:34,105 that he so generously provided me with for fifteen years of my life. 662 00:59:35,678 --> 00:59:38,948 Every year, celebrating absence. 663 00:59:41,257 --> 00:59:42,770 I wish he could feel that. 664 00:59:45,093 --> 00:59:46,703 Maybe then he would... 665 00:59:49,992 --> 00:59:52,433 or we would understand each other. 666 00:59:52,457 --> 00:59:54,615 We'd have something in common for once. 667 00:59:55,566 --> 00:59:57,259 Do you know what I mean? 668 00:59:59,971 --> 01:00:00,930 Yes. 669 01:00:02,864 --> 01:00:03,823 I do. 670 01:00:23,011 --> 01:00:24,910 So how did you and Terri meet? 671 01:00:26,964 --> 01:00:28,231 Doesn't matter. 672 01:00:33,523 --> 01:00:36,378 She was managing a pet store and she helped me pick out Walnut... 673 01:00:37,127 --> 01:00:38,266 which was nice. 674 01:00:39,357 --> 01:00:40,543 She was gorgeous... 675 01:00:41,585 --> 01:00:42,597 Still is. 676 01:00:43,204 --> 01:00:45,421 - So what happened? - Hey! 677 01:00:46,567 --> 01:00:47,734 None of that. 678 01:00:48,232 --> 01:00:50,597 - That wasn't part of the deal. Remember that? - I know. 679 01:00:50,621 --> 01:00:51,736 I remember it. 680 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:54,403 But I know so much about you and yet I know nothing. 681 01:00:55,482 --> 01:00:57,657 Don't worry, I'm not gonna tell anyone. 682 01:01:00,476 --> 01:01:02,439 I have a four-year-old and a seven-year-old. 683 01:01:02,903 --> 01:01:04,887 Really? Boys or girls? 684 01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,403 Girl's seven, boy four. 685 01:01:07,031 --> 01:01:09,538 Why all the sudden intrigue about my past? 686 01:01:11,092 --> 01:01:12,147 Why not? 687 01:01:12,949 --> 01:01:14,687 No one's gonna know except for me 688 01:01:14,711 --> 01:01:17,056 and I'm on my way out, so what the hell? 689 01:01:18,720 --> 01:01:20,196 There's nothing to tell. 690 01:01:21,507 --> 01:01:23,755 Mistakes happen, like I told you before. 691 01:01:24,369 --> 01:01:25,343 And? 692 01:01:26,016 --> 01:01:28,912 Mistakes happen, people get hurt and you move on. 693 01:01:29,747 --> 01:01:31,189 What mistakes? 694 01:01:33,707 --> 01:01:35,108 How you treat people. 695 01:01:35,535 --> 01:01:37,067 How they treat you. 696 01:01:37,091 --> 01:01:39,485 The scars you get, the scars they get. 697 01:01:41,313 --> 01:01:42,527 It was full. 698 01:01:44,038 --> 01:01:45,228 Your mother or father? 699 01:01:45,252 --> 01:01:48,515 It's mom, it's dad, it's wife, it's all the same, it doesn't matter. 700 01:01:55,160 --> 01:01:56,229 Question. 701 01:01:57,496 --> 01:01:59,414 What makes you so special? 702 01:02:00,582 --> 01:02:03,500 I mean, why can't you just file papers and sit in a little corner 703 01:02:03,524 --> 01:02:05,987 and cut yourself in silent protest? 704 01:02:09,344 --> 01:02:10,610 Did I just hear you right? 705 01:02:10,634 --> 01:02:11,950 If you've been listening. 706 01:02:14,296 --> 01:02:15,598 Fuck you. 707 01:02:15,622 --> 01:02:16,781 Maybe. Later on. 708 01:02:16,805 --> 01:02:18,289 No, fuck you! 709 01:02:18,858 --> 01:02:22,769 I screened hundreds of jerks before I came across you so don't fuck with me. 710 01:02:22,793 --> 01:02:24,888 It's a question. One you should be asking yourself. 711 01:02:24,912 --> 01:02:27,416 Why does that hurt? Huh? I don't want to change you. 712 01:02:27,446 --> 01:02:30,363 Yes, you do, you're trying to fuck with me, with my head. 713 01:02:35,099 --> 01:02:36,646 I'm done with this life... 714 01:02:36,670 --> 01:02:37,630 OK? 715 01:02:37,654 --> 01:02:40,888 Divorce isn't gonna change one goddamn fucking thing. 716 01:02:40,912 --> 01:02:42,228 Do you hear me? 717 01:02:42,252 --> 01:02:43,676 Are you getting that? 718 01:02:45,154 --> 01:02:46,832 Because I'd still be here... 719 01:02:47,469 --> 01:02:49,116 and this is not where I want to be, 720 01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:50,840 and if you can't deal with that then you can, 721 01:02:50,863 --> 01:02:54,666 you can just take your little moo goo gai pan and get the fuck out of my life. 722 01:02:58,332 --> 01:03:00,586 What the fuck are you looking at, cunt? 723 01:03:01,448 --> 01:03:04,092 You don't like people talking about their personal lives, is that it? 724 01:03:06,033 --> 01:03:07,667 Get off! Get off! 725 01:03:16,374 --> 01:03:17,854 Nancy, stop! 726 01:03:23,506 --> 01:03:24,658 I know you. 727 01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:27,945 I know you. 728 01:03:33,564 --> 01:03:35,571 Please take me back to the hotel. 729 01:03:36,728 --> 01:03:37,709 OK. 730 01:03:40,420 --> 01:03:41,410 OK. 731 01:04:20,616 --> 01:04:22,181 You're here to get better. 732 01:04:22,923 --> 01:04:24,579 People like me don't get better. 733 01:04:25,500 --> 01:04:27,527 Well, it, it's possible that our, our thoughts 734 01:04:27,551 --> 01:04:33,676 create patterns or pathways in the brain and after repeated negative thoughts, 735 01:04:33,700 --> 01:04:36,120 then those pathways become attached, 736 01:04:36,144 --> 01:04:39,919 addicted to that repeated specific stimulation, 737 01:04:39,942 --> 01:04:43,771 and those negative feelings become very, very difficult to redirect. 738 01:04:46,528 --> 01:04:47,846 Are you finished? 739 01:04:49,505 --> 01:04:51,370 That is such a load of crap. 740 01:04:52,451 --> 01:04:55,105 You have no idea what real pain is. 741 01:04:56,948 --> 01:04:58,139 No idea. 742 01:05:59,534 --> 01:06:01,155 Aren't you gonna need this? 743 01:06:04,947 --> 01:06:06,056 You may be right. 744 01:06:43,787 --> 01:06:46,576 I can't help myself, once I start I can't stop. 745 01:06:48,653 --> 01:06:51,122 Don't worry. I'll clean it up. 746 01:08:12,783 --> 01:08:14,828 Sometimes I see prostitutes. 747 01:08:18,062 --> 01:08:20,021 Just pay 'em, get it over with. 748 01:08:21,955 --> 01:08:23,019 No mess. 749 01:08:25,649 --> 01:08:27,779 You think that's wrong in a dead marriage? 750 01:08:30,574 --> 01:08:32,118 Fuck you, scumbag. 751 01:08:42,150 --> 01:08:43,730 Oh, I still couldn't end it. 752 01:08:49,562 --> 01:08:51,016 Couldn't handle the mess. 753 01:08:52,267 --> 01:08:53,646 Watching her lose it. 754 01:08:56,245 --> 01:08:57,977 Well, maybe I'm not such a... 755 01:08:58,661 --> 01:09:00,315 talker when it comes to... 756 01:09:00,594 --> 01:09:01,663 fucking... 757 01:09:02,589 --> 01:09:04,037 communication. 758 01:09:07,065 --> 01:09:10,442 I live here in this... perfect house, fucking... 759 01:09:12,727 --> 01:09:14,428 bullshit fucking life. 760 01:09:17,076 --> 01:09:18,764 Yeah, but I am what I am. 761 01:09:19,858 --> 01:09:21,583 What else the fuck I know? 762 01:09:28,516 --> 01:09:30,528 I have a proposition for you? 763 01:09:34,883 --> 01:09:35,904 What? 764 01:09:36,373 --> 01:09:39,564 If you do something for me, I'll tell you where Nancy is. 765 01:09:46,582 --> 01:09:48,539 OK. What do you want me to do? 766 01:10:55,837 --> 01:10:57,156 Are you finished? 767 01:10:58,820 --> 01:11:00,831 That is such a load of crap. 768 01:11:02,151 --> 01:11:05,219 You sit there pretending to be all perceptive, 769 01:11:05,243 --> 01:11:07,656 you sit there taking your little notes and 770 01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:10,475 pretending you're in control and, what is this shit? 771 01:11:10,499 --> 01:11:14,104 OK, Nancy, you're, uh, calm down, you're very upset right now. 772 01:11:14,128 --> 01:11:18,815 Yes, I'm upset. I am very, very upset. 773 01:11:20,074 --> 01:11:21,378 What is this? 774 01:11:22,001 --> 01:11:24,032 Little psychotherapist doesn't even know what to do 775 01:11:24,056 --> 01:11:26,608 without her little security blanket, her little notes. 776 01:11:27,261 --> 01:11:29,836 Why don't you just read one of these if you want to know who I am? 777 01:11:29,860 --> 01:11:31,461 OK... Nancy. 778 01:11:31,485 --> 01:11:35,552 Let's see what... psychotherapist has to say about psycho Nancy today. 779 01:11:35,853 --> 01:11:38,412 Hmm. Patient seems very hostile today. 780 01:11:38,435 --> 01:11:40,333 No, shit, that's very perceptive of you. 781 01:11:40,357 --> 01:11:41,179 Patient feels numb. 782 01:11:41,180 --> 01:11:43,184 Well, it wouldn't take a fucking pea brain to figure that out. 783 01:11:43,207 --> 01:11:46,196 - Just, just give that to me. Nancy, please give that to me. - An acute... 784 01:11:46,689 --> 01:11:50,457 deterioration of sense of self and self-esteem. 785 01:11:50,802 --> 01:11:53,060 Which book did you get that definition from? 786 01:11:53,914 --> 01:11:56,353 Oh... Here's a brilliant one. 787 01:11:57,353 --> 01:11:59,528 Patient feels unattractive. 788 01:12:00,875 --> 01:12:04,687 It's how you feel... Nancy, it's not who you are. 789 01:12:05,279 --> 01:12:08,019 Let me ask you something, psychotherapist. 790 01:12:08,043 --> 01:12:10,169 Where did you get your fucking credentials? 791 01:12:10,193 --> 01:12:11,854 Huh. OK. You know what? 792 01:12:11,878 --> 01:12:14,186 I think it's time for us to, uh, call it quits today. 793 01:12:14,187 --> 01:12:15,214 You don't want to help me anyway. 794 01:12:15,237 --> 01:12:18,671 I do, Nancy, but I can't help you if you don't want to help yourself. 795 01:12:18,695 --> 01:12:20,889 I cannot make you want that. 796 01:12:23,228 --> 01:12:25,096 Carol, I've never seen you like this. 797 01:13:06,887 --> 01:13:07,936 Hello? 798 01:13:27,256 --> 01:13:28,304 Hello? 799 01:13:28,328 --> 01:13:29,890 Hey, there he is. 800 01:13:31,570 --> 01:13:32,552 You made it. 801 01:13:34,562 --> 01:13:35,618 Hey, Albert. 802 01:13:37,992 --> 01:13:41,667 I took a shower upstairs, helped me with my, uh, circulation a little bit. 803 01:13:42,165 --> 01:13:43,307 Thanks for the shirt. 804 01:13:45,267 --> 01:13:47,519 Louis here told us that you have been doing him a favor. 805 01:13:47,543 --> 01:13:49,494 Yeah. What's got into you? 806 01:13:51,449 --> 01:13:52,686 How is Walnut? 807 01:13:54,877 --> 01:13:56,989 - Everything's OK. - It's OK? 808 01:13:58,232 --> 01:13:59,581 - You want a drink? - No, thank you. 809 01:13:59,605 --> 01:14:01,274 - Diet Pepsi? - No, thank you. 810 01:14:06,086 --> 01:14:07,045 Oh, thank you. 811 01:14:07,951 --> 01:14:08,910 Yep. 812 01:14:09,623 --> 01:14:13,035 Albert... can I tell ya something about this place down here? 813 01:14:13,160 --> 01:14:14,332 You know I've never been down here, 814 01:14:14,355 --> 01:14:16,614 I heard a little bit about it, but it is... 815 01:14:17,291 --> 01:14:18,419 this is you... 816 01:14:19,996 --> 01:14:21,700 in every way, it's... 817 01:14:21,959 --> 01:14:23,421 well, it's fantastic. 818 01:14:23,743 --> 01:14:28,298 Well, you don't know how much work... and passion he has put down in this room, 819 01:14:28,322 --> 01:14:29,914 it's really impressive. 820 01:14:29,938 --> 01:14:31,497 I tell ya, I'm impressed by it. 821 01:14:31,691 --> 01:14:33,344 Take a lot of time, too. 822 01:14:33,572 --> 01:14:34,695 Get good at something like that, 823 01:14:34,718 --> 01:14:38,074 a lot of hours down here by yourself to get really good. 824 01:14:38,583 --> 01:14:40,312 Well, apparently not enough. 825 01:14:40,779 --> 01:14:42,381 It's all about balance. 826 01:14:43,265 --> 01:14:44,695 Well, that's easy for you to say. 827 01:14:44,719 --> 01:14:47,076 Albert didn't break your foot with a seven iron, did he? 828 01:14:48,316 --> 01:14:50,250 You really gotta stop doing that, Albert. 829 01:15:00,972 --> 01:15:02,965 So, Louis, do you have, uh... 830 01:15:03,493 --> 01:15:05,237 family, kids? 831 01:15:05,842 --> 01:15:07,289 Girl's seven, boy four. 832 01:15:07,313 --> 01:15:08,272 Right. 833 01:15:08,302 --> 01:15:10,085 Although I haven't seen them in years. 834 01:15:10,600 --> 01:15:11,559 Oh. 835 01:15:14,578 --> 01:15:15,696 Why is that? 836 01:15:17,143 --> 01:15:19,517 Because my ex-wife won't allow me. 837 01:15:19,570 --> 01:15:21,469 I've been deemed unsuitable. 838 01:15:23,528 --> 01:15:24,586 There you go. 839 01:15:27,109 --> 01:15:29,935 So, tell us, where do you two meet each other? 840 01:15:30,039 --> 01:15:32,326 Actually, I met Nancy on the internet. 841 01:15:32,592 --> 01:15:33,551 Really? 842 01:15:34,368 --> 01:15:36,782 Interesting, is this business related? 843 01:15:36,806 --> 01:15:38,771 No, no, no, not at all. 844 01:15:40,029 --> 01:15:41,706 We share common interests. 845 01:15:41,730 --> 01:15:43,528 Oh... OK. 846 01:15:45,861 --> 01:15:47,334 So, is she back, then? 847 01:15:47,828 --> 01:15:48,787 No. 848 01:15:49,401 --> 01:15:50,360 No? 849 01:15:52,449 --> 01:15:54,179 - Where is she? - I don't know. 850 01:15:56,223 --> 01:15:57,940 Well, she's been gone for days now. 851 01:15:57,964 --> 01:15:59,266 Yeah, I know. 852 01:16:00,764 --> 01:16:02,600 Well, w..., have you contacted police? 853 01:16:02,624 --> 01:16:03,827 No, I haven't. 854 01:16:04,785 --> 01:16:07,850 - Why haven't you contacted the police, Albert? - I really don't know. 855 01:16:08,897 --> 01:16:09,856 You don't? 856 01:16:11,875 --> 01:16:12,886 Yeah, you do. 857 01:16:16,130 --> 01:16:17,195 Where is she? 858 01:16:21,239 --> 01:16:22,722 I released her, Albert. 859 01:16:23,831 --> 01:16:25,217 That's what she wanted. 860 01:19:05,053 --> 01:19:06,132 Hi, buddy. 861 01:19:06,560 --> 01:19:07,667 Have you been crying? 862 01:19:08,732 --> 01:19:09,982 No, I haven't. 863 01:19:11,827 --> 01:19:12,940 You sure about that? 864 01:19:12,964 --> 01:19:14,110 Yeah. 865 01:19:14,133 --> 01:19:16,170 What would I have to cry about, anyway? 866 01:19:17,513 --> 01:19:18,894 That's my girl. 867 01:19:39,206 --> 01:19:43,303 I, uh... I want you to have me one last time and then I want you to do it. 868 01:19:45,433 --> 01:19:47,416 I thought you didn't want to know when. 869 01:19:48,234 --> 01:19:50,025 I changed my mind. 870 01:19:51,463 --> 01:19:55,025 I want you to do it like you said you would, like we agreed to. 871 01:19:56,341 --> 01:19:57,501 You hear me? 872 01:20:01,546 --> 01:20:02,783 Yeah, I hear you. 873 01:21:47,850 --> 01:21:48,809 Wow. 874 01:21:52,810 --> 01:21:54,053 You want me? 875 01:21:55,942 --> 01:21:57,155 Yes, I do. 876 01:21:57,673 --> 01:21:59,291 Then come and get me. 877 01:22:09,403 --> 01:22:10,886 You are... 878 01:22:14,138 --> 01:22:15,666 all of loveliness. 879 01:22:17,112 --> 01:22:18,184 Beautiful. 880 01:22:33,874 --> 01:22:36,302 Do you want to make love to me in this dress? 881 01:22:38,296 --> 01:22:39,470 Very much. 882 01:23:01,556 --> 01:23:03,616 Do you want to kill me in this dress? 883 01:23:08,105 --> 01:23:09,235 No. 884 01:23:11,033 --> 01:23:12,450 I don't want to kill you. 885 01:23:15,312 --> 01:23:16,643 - You're coward. - Listen. 886 01:23:16,667 --> 01:23:19,086 No, you're coward... coward 887 01:23:19,110 --> 01:23:20,099 - Listen! 888 01:23:20,607 --> 01:23:22,186 You came to me with this... 889 01:23:22,785 --> 01:23:25,895 idea and it's not real for me anymore. 890 01:23:26,546 --> 01:23:27,586 It's not. 891 01:23:27,819 --> 01:23:30,718 You're an asshole. You asshole. 892 01:23:30,742 --> 01:23:32,748 - Yes, you are. - No. 893 01:23:34,860 --> 01:23:39,032 You... you... you... you... you made me a promise, 894 01:23:39,056 --> 01:23:40,090 we had an agreement. 895 01:23:40,114 --> 01:23:41,771 With a fucking computer? 896 01:23:42,143 --> 01:23:44,059 This is real. Look at me. 897 01:23:44,083 --> 01:23:45,551 - Look at me. - No! 898 01:23:46,315 --> 01:23:48,062 - I love you. - No, you don't. 899 01:23:48,063 --> 01:23:49,471 - Yes, I do. - No, you don't. 900 01:23:49,495 --> 01:23:50,461 Now you're losing it. 901 01:23:50,462 --> 01:23:52,750 No, no, I hate you. I hate you. 902 01:23:52,751 --> 01:23:54,579 You can't love me. 903 01:23:54,603 --> 01:23:56,367 You can't... can't! 904 01:23:56,391 --> 01:23:57,404 I know you. 905 01:23:58,498 --> 01:23:59,890 I know you. 906 01:24:02,162 --> 01:24:03,943 Just let me be your pain. 907 01:24:04,821 --> 01:24:06,153 Let me be your pain. 908 01:24:06,874 --> 01:24:11,318 No. No, no, don't try... trick me with your pity. 909 01:24:11,342 --> 01:24:15,608 You arrogant son of a bitch. You don't have a clue what real pain is. 910 01:24:15,632 --> 01:24:18,792 - You know I do. - No. You think you're special to me. 911 01:24:18,816 --> 01:24:21,364 You are not special to me, 912 01:24:21,388 --> 01:24:23,785 you, you're not even worthy of your fucking Terri 913 01:24:23,809 --> 01:24:26,366 and your goddamn fucking stupid kids. 914 01:24:30,669 --> 01:24:32,421 I don't want you to go. 915 01:24:34,378 --> 01:24:36,616 I don't have anything for you, I don't... 916 01:24:36,640 --> 01:24:38,040 I've got nothing. 917 01:24:39,725 --> 01:24:41,427 But I don't want you to go. 918 01:24:47,107 --> 01:24:48,066 But... 919 01:24:48,950 --> 01:24:50,581 I need to go. 920 01:24:50,605 --> 01:24:53,122 I know, I know that you love me like I love you. 921 01:24:53,146 --> 01:24:57,692 No. No, I don't. I don't love anybody. 922 01:25:03,487 --> 01:25:05,645 Get off me. 923 01:25:05,669 --> 01:25:08,372 Do you want dead? Do you want dead? 924 01:25:09,122 --> 01:25:11,437 That's fucking dead. 925 01:29:42,445 --> 01:29:44,032 And now Nine News. 926 01:29:44,490 --> 01:29:47,966 It was one year ago today that convicted killer, Louis 'Deephurt' Farley, 927 01:29:47,990 --> 01:29:49,779 was sentenced to life without parole. 928 01:29:50,034 --> 01:29:53,592 Louis Farley was responsible for Nancy Stockwell's chat room plea 929 01:29:53,616 --> 01:29:55,278 for someone to take her life. 930 01:29:55,302 --> 01:29:57,397 Stockwell, an internet entrepreneur, 931 01:29:57,421 --> 01:30:02,531 was said to have been, quote, your normal, all around girl whose smile no one could miss. 932 01:30:43,583 --> 01:30:44,766 How are you holding up? 933 01:30:47,853 --> 01:30:49,179 I'm here. 934 01:30:52,581 --> 01:30:54,011 You got everything you need? 935 01:30:55,165 --> 01:30:57,252 Yeah... Sure. 936 01:31:00,805 --> 01:31:01,866 Stuff. 937 01:31:03,120 --> 01:31:05,416 Yeah. You have to hang in there. 938 01:31:08,650 --> 01:31:09,609 Why? 939 01:31:15,748 --> 01:31:17,045 I should have known. 940 01:31:21,455 --> 01:31:23,118 It's not like I didn't see it. 941 01:31:26,654 --> 01:31:28,137 She was right there. 942 01:31:30,805 --> 01:31:32,846 She was right there in front of me. 943 01:31:36,836 --> 01:31:38,282 You did what you could do. 944 01:31:38,306 --> 01:31:40,834 No, that's the thing, I, I didn't. 945 01:31:43,441 --> 01:31:44,790 I didn't. 946 01:32:02,846 --> 01:32:03,909 Well... 947 01:32:05,032 --> 01:32:07,730 I attempted to make love to my husband today. 948 01:32:09,970 --> 01:32:13,572 I really don't get why people bother to get married in the first place. 949 01:32:16,791 --> 01:32:19,713 I better get off this computer, I'm making myself sick. 950 01:32:22,166 --> 01:32:23,783 I'll dream about you tonight. 951 01:32:25,609 --> 01:32:27,099 Bye for now. 952 01:32:28,840 --> 01:32:29,969 Nancy.